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Friday, July 25, 2014

New Gyaru Style: New title? POP GYARU!

Pop Gyaru based on the words Soda Pop/Candy Pop/BubbleGum Pop: Retero styles based on diners and sweets themes/American girly fashion/the bubble gum pop era of the 90s/00s/and genuinely COLORS THAT POP! <3 Thing pastels against black and white! Red/orange/navy blues ect! mermaids/magical girl esque themes with a sexy agejo/princess twist! Pop Gyaru would be the newest trend!

Think Lisa Frank, cute candies, milk shakes, beautiful glittery gradients, moons, stars, fantasy or magical aspects with perhaps bitter sweet elements at times but combined with the bling/jewel like accessories, sexy/lacey/princessy and essentric aspects of gyaru fashion and that's what Pop Gyaru would be!

It is easy to pull off? Depends on who you ask! You can look too Harajuku or too Shibuya. This is TRULY what ShibuHara is. A perfect balance of the playfulness and youthfulness of Harajuku with the glitz and confidence of Shibuya!

I can't really show you full on pics other than the J-Pop Summit outfit I wore! The outfit concept was "Bitter Sweet Love". The one piece dress you are seeing is by Kokokim which is Kimura U's fashion line that just hit Shibuya 109 by storm and she considered her brand 'moehara' and basically for Akiba and Harajuku girls. I took it to the next level though! I loved the whole horror/love hospital concept! And LOOK she makes an omage to Shibuya 109 placing the '109' on the character too! All the accessories are from the artist alley and can be considered 'fairy kei' which is a part of Harajuku. They're glitter and deco'd out! Then necklace from 'Sugar Clay Cafe' also glows in gradient colors. The tote bag I flaunted also features pastel colors and is from the brand Baby the Stars Shine Bright which is a popular lolita brand! It was casual enough to wear with the outfit!

Here's where the outfit gets a little bit gyaru though!! First off the color is a little bit more mature ne? Black has always been an easier color for all ages to get away with and goes with almost anything! I paired black thigh high socks with bows for a cute sexy agejyo-esque feel-to top it off, I added my DreamV heart heels that include really cute lace! To lighten it up though I added pink bow clips to the front to give the shoes a nice pop of color!

Here goes the hair and make-up! First off the hair was PikaRin/Hikari Shiina (she is a Popteen model for those of you who don't know) inspired! Half up pigtails with curls and partly down! The glittery bow is a trade mark classicy 'ShibuHara Girl' thing to do considering that even Tsubasa herself used to rock over sized bows!

Cosmetics wise? I WENT BRIGHT! <3 Gyaru girls usually wear really neutral colors on the eyes or if not that one pop of color usually on the eyes or lips! Here I went all out with pastel purple/pink/black/white with lots of glitter! Even the circle lenses I wore were purple for a creepier touch! I wore falsies all out like a usual gyaru girl would! Blush wise? Go ALL OUT with pink and glitter! Lips? I really wanted to bright so I did! <3  In all it was a successful outfit.

This was my first attempt at the Pop Gyaru element this weekend!



(thank you Kulotski Dee for the detailed photos of my outfit from J-Pop Summit!!)


Here are brands that could pass for Pop Gyaru!

Kokokim
Swan Kiss
Liz Lisa
Golds Infinity
Yumetembo
Ank Rogue
Galaxxy
and probably a lot more

Examples of nails, hair, clothing, ect that can be incorporated into Pop Gyaru Fashion


Pastel deco nails with a princess-like touch! Bling makes it a bit sexier!




Swan Kiss and Liz Lisa have beautiful colors in both bright and dark for those of you who want a color that's a bit darker or neutral. Both brands have a 'Pin-Up' girl thing going on. Because the clothes are so simple it's important to really do up your hair extravagantly in a hair do or nice curl and wear very bold make-up with these items to be Pop Gyaru!



Colored ombre hair is a huge thing I think. This has been trendy with natural colors but colorful gradients really add a fantasy/fairy like touch to the trend. This genre is all about color! This is actually Himena Osaki's hair! I think it's super cute and trendy!

So with that said what do you guys think? Do you think this could just be a trend or a fashion substyle? Do you think it truly represents ShibHara Fashion? Is Pop Gyaru an appropriate title for this? I'd love to hear feedback and even see other people's take on this style!!



Monday, July 21, 2014

A new gyaru style?! Part One: Pre-Styling!

Hello you guys! Long time no speak! It's truly been awhile but I've been out and about this summer. Fanime passed-the life style happened-and then I attended my first Anime Expo in LA! And it was quite the adventure. However I will talk more about those personal adventures later! Right now, I want to talk about a new discovery I have found!

I'm writing about part of this pre-J-Pop Summit but I probably won't post this until post just because I honestly don't know how this new style will turn out fully! However I really want to share with you guys this new discovery and new journey! As we all know, gyaru fashion has kind of taken a major hit in the past year. Clothes have gotten simpler, make-up has gotten minimal, magazines have died... We could go on and honestly, there hasn't been an answer to combat the whole situation fully.

It actually took me looking at a couple shop girl instagrams, going to Anime Expo, and then also having J-Pop Summit happen right after where I will be one of the 'Bring Your Own Kawaii Fashion' contestants! I really had to think about what 'Kawaii' meant to me and of course I had the answer for the Kawaii International contest that just passed-my answer is still that. But physically? What was truly kawaii and I honestly thought 'everything!' I've never really disliked any genre of Japanese fashion truly. I've always found cute things in both Shibuya and Harajuku esque fashion and even cosplay stuff is really flipping cute. I've done everything fashion wise at one point in time.

So I went to Anime Expo and really looked at the fashion booths and what they had to offer! I looked at all four booths. Ghost of Harlem was of course my priority because come on, Sakurai Rina is their face model and I love being a badass

But then I looked at Kokokim and fell in love with of fucking cute it was. But then I was like 'can everyone get away with this pink concept?' No. But that's why there were brands like Swan Kiss there and GOLDs even which I looked over as well. They had their own takes on what 'kawaii' meant and while the pieces they had were expensive and simplistic-I went back  to NorCal and just now coordinated the Kokokim dress I got. It's simple but I realized...I've always collected pastel accessories without realizing it on the occasion. Not even brand pieces-things from Artist Alley and things from friend's booths! And I put it all together with thigh highs and heart heels and realized I wanted to still do gyaru make-up and hair... and Then it fucking hit me... This was truly ShibuHara.

What ShibuHara was before hand was..frumpy. It's what was Harajuku's answer to be gyaru but not be as crazy outrangeous... This new fashion is like the inverse or the response-this would be Shibuya girl's dedication or answer to Harajuku fashion! It took me realizing that cute brands like Kokokim resided in Shibuya 109 and that perhaps gyaru could still be gyaru, but wear this brands and wear it in a whole new way while still keeping it cute/sexy/glamorous. I feel like Hikari Shiina/Pikarin should have really grabbed at this look instead of going the route she has because this is truly something she could have have ran with it and made an even *bigger* following on than she had because she's dabbled in both realms of fashion and then kind of went the 'idol' route.

ANYWAY; let me explain this new gyaru concept to you! Think 90s trends, think Polly Pockets/Sky Dancers/Barbies, bling, retero but with an agejyo/hime flare! Girls would wear things like Swan Kiss items with the longer lashes and really gorgeous princess style hair with perhaps a bunny ear head wrap instead of a tiara or flowers! Lacey heels could still be a factor but those platform shoes could also been worn depending on the outfit. For girls who want to go the pastel cute route Kokokim is your answer! But think Barbie with a twist! Still bling your nails out, wear agejyo esque hair with curls..or even go the Popteen route but for the Harajuku flare-use hair chalk for bright colorful hair or even gradient hair! Don't be afraid to be cute and retro but glamorous and sexy. Black and hot pink would still be a huge thing but black and pastel would a huge staple but don't think 'tumblr' fashion or pastel goth because the black is supposed to be a sexy edge. Bittersweet could be used as the term too but not exactly because I still relate that to gothic fashion. It's more like Poison Sweet because I can see gyaru girls looking all sexy and sweet on the outside but being so comfortably confident and not afraid to stand their ground that they could be considered laced with poison! LOL Things like Swan Kiss would be the retero-perhaps pink isn't your thing? Then white/girly colors/rock-a-billy almost would be the concept. High wasited shorts/crop tops/but with thigh highs and deco! Color coordination is key as well as the balance in style.

It would take a certain girl and style to TRULY pull of this fashion because it's such a fine line in balance with Shibuya and Harajuku. There could be a girl who looks too Harajuku-kei and cutesy but there could be a grl that could look too Shibuya-glam and gyaru. It would have to quite literally be the right mix. I don't exactly know wtf to call this fashion style or trend... You guys should help me seriously come up with a name or share your rendition of how you think this would be translated in real life! I'll be experimenting myself for the coordinate I plan on wearing for J-Pop Summit on Saturday. It might be a little Pikarin/Hikari Shiina looking because I intend to rock pigtails with a very big bow BUT the gyaru will come in with the heart heels, thigh highs, and make-up! The bigger trend for this new style would be lipstick. In the past gyaru wore only regular pink/baby pink/nude/toned down red lips. For this new style you'd want Nikki II from mac's line even! Hot pink! Flaming red! Purple! BLUE EVEN! LOL Seriously the make-up for this look would be out of this world!

Hopefully I can show you guys an example of the make-up and styling soon! As I said, help me come up with a title for this new substyle for gyaru fashion! Feel free to share your rendition of what this might look like coordinated together! I'd LOVE to see pictures!!!

Monday, June 16, 2014

Tsubasa You've Done it Again: DOLLY WINK: Point Lame Eyeshadow 01, DollyWink Lashes 03, DollyWink Eyeliner BLACK Review



Tsubasa you have killed me again with some new and not-so-new products. I've been intending to do a huge review on my huge haul of DollyWink products. This one is focused on a couple of things that I haven't noticed too many reviews on other than the eyeliner!

The first up being the DollyWink Point Lame Eyeshadow Pen in 01 WHITE. This is a product that I haven't seen a lot of people use. The packaging is adorable and very elegant. I really liked the feel of the packaging of this product a lot!

I think this was supposed to be the 'pen' version of the previous eye shadow pigment and cream shadow that she had in her first line. The pen and the white liner have replaced that! This is a super portable highlighter for the eyes!



This is also used for the tearbag effect as well! As you will see from the swatch the product is white but has chunky glittery pieces in it. honestly this pic nor the video I did does this a lot of justice!





Next up the the DollyWink Eyelashes in 03. This was SUCH a surprisingly find because this is the OLD DollyWink packaging. And honestly? I prefer it. The new packaging is too cutesy and I felt like the polkadots and bows were a really pretty and cute but mature/sexy packaging. This the front and back of the eyelash package with old era Tsu-chan featured on it!

I really haven't seen anyone rock these sets of eyelashes and I don't think this set sold as well because they look so thin. They didn't transition into the new packaging for DollyWink at all so perhaps this is an extinct DollyWink product which is kind of a shame.

Why I say this you ask? DO NOT let the thin-ness of the lash fool you. These are GREAT! I was so shocked!! The length totally makes up for the lack thickness !!! I'm wearing 03s alone (no layering) in the first picture and in the video below!!!






Last up item to review is the DollyWink Liquid Eyeliner Pen in 01 BLACK. This has turned into my favorite eyeliner. Yet again like before, I actually like the older packaging. The bright pink and purple are kind of clashing in my honest opinion but oh well, the actual liner is great!!

It's very thin and precise which is great for filling in gaps in your eyeliner or even the area between your eye a eyelashes. If you want a thin neat line this is also for you. A lot pen eyeliners aren't too flexible at the tip but this bends because its kind of like a brush instead of a marker or sponge.

Because this eyeliner is so thin this is such a essential thing to have for the DollyWink eyelashes! I feel like any other liner ends up being way too thick and because the eyelashes can be so thin and delicate heavy eye liner or eye make-up in general will not have the eyelashes show up. So if you get the eyelashes DO PLAN to invest in the eyeliner or you'll not see the difference and wonder how the hell Tsubasa gets those pretty eyes with JUST those eyelashes!


For a more in depth review and demo of each product, check out the video below!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IQBksoXdP2o&feature=youtu.be

Saturday, June 14, 2014

Quick Update:I Want to Be A Kawaii Ambassador!!!

Hi you guys, long time no speak but I promise I'll have a couple of entries up very soon! 

I usually don't ask for votes for these type of contests but I'd love to stand a chance in this one but Kawaii International! It's been a huge dream of mine to be the bridge between Japan and the United States through fashion and pop culture! I'm not only a gyaru but a lolita and a cosplayer! I've done visual kei and all sorts of fashion genres in the past so I'd LOVE to represent us foreigners as a whole! I feel like Kawaii is confidence! Being confident means going against all rules set except for your own! There are no boundaries to how cute or cool you can be! Being unique is such a huge part of kawaii too because it gives you the open-ness to learn new things and TRY new things that perhaps, you've never thought about trying out before! <3 So with that said; PLEASE VOTE LOVELIES! I'd highly appreciate it! <3 Because without you all; I for sure wouldn't be blogging or sharing what I've learnt or my adventures with you all!

http://woobox.com/hwshjp/vote/for/2591085 

Monday, May 19, 2014

What's Appealing About the "Old" Gyaru Style and Era? The personal opinionated feelings of Aoi~

It's been quite an eventful and heartbreaking past couple of weeks for anyone who's been into gyaru. Not only did Ageha cease it's publication along with a couple of their magazines under that branch but it was announced a while back that EGG magazine, which was considered the gyaru bible for years and years now, has also discontinued as well. Quite disappointing considering I thought that was the only hope left for a gyaru magazine at this point.

A bit question people keep asking again and again the new style gyaru? The opinion I have is harsh; but no. I feel like Neo-Gyaru is not gyaru at all. It's too refined and too conformist. Nothing stands out or wows me like the older eras of gyaru fashion did-even when they changed-there was always something incredibly unique. I wish we could just say 'Gyaru has died' and call this new fashion by a new name. There is nothing gyaru about it. 

So what makes the older era popular and appealing-especially towards the communities outside of Japan you ask? It's the uniqueness and effort put into the fashion. A thing that I think people will mistake this for is Westerners being behind on the trend when that in't the case- the truth is is that we have a thing for detailed clothing. If we're spending a couple hundred on brand clothing by no doubt it has to be a piece or a brand that really sets the standard high in uniqueness. Nothing thrills me more when not only someone compliments my outfit or style but also asks where I buy my clothing or make-up because they've seen nothing like it. Then I always have to reply that I buy online or that it's imported-which shows I have to put in a lot of effort and money to achieve that look. 

We have pretty plain clothes in the United States at least. Forever21 and h&m are huge staples in everyone's wardrobe. You'll see girls wearing the same exact outfit or carrying the same exact bag-in droves even. Not that you probably won't find it in gyaru or lolita fashion-we twin out or a lot of people will have the same item but it's a lot harder to get a repeat versus stuff that's within easier access. Even so we place our own unique flare into the outfit.



 A lot of fashion here is jeans and t-shirt; a lot of people hide behind hoodies and loose jeans. When people dress up it's to look sexy borderline hoochie with cleavage and ass everywhere..colors won't match or the outfit is incredibly simple.  I'm not saying everyone is like this but a good majority I see are like this. If I see a very well dressed person with a full face of make-up with nice clothes I definitely have my attention in on them-it's happened rarely and props to them. Things like Cocolulu gave casual wear a twist I felt. You still looked like Barbie doll even when frumpy. So it showed that even that can be done even with causalish clothes.

I spend a good two hours on hair and make-up if I'm not short cutting everything and throwing on a wig. I don't always do lolita and gyaru. Only for when I hit the Bay Area or there is an event now a day because where nobody actually knows me where I live and over the years I've been forced to conform a bit to stay safe and to please workplaces/parentals if we go out as a family, ect. But that doesn't stop me from being gyaru whenever I can be. 

As a Westerner I feel like the new style leaves me no challenge at all. It's effortless. I can throw on a forever21 dress with cut outs, not wear circle lenses because I already have light colored eyes, wear a neutral eye shadow, and not even put on fake eyelashes because I already have thick lashes naturally. I always jokingly say when I have a lazy day to just go out real quick with hardly any face on, "Am I gyaru still today?" because without the glam? I look like a plain white girl who just dresses well.

I can see the challenge for the Japanese girls of course, they still have to use lenses and lashes. However personally for me there's no difference between what I already have to have added halo-less lenses and thin lashes. The appeal of gyaru was the effort I had to put into it to be that. You could easily distinguish a gyaru girl from a girl on the street just by her make-up alone. 

Personally when I first did gyaru, I couldn't afford brand clothing at all. I was stuck with Forever21 but I really worked hard on my hair and make-up and tried to coordinate and accessorize  my outfits differently just so I could stand out and still be considered a gyaru. But as soon as I bought high end lashes and make-up and could afford brand I REALLY started looking like a real one just because even my clothes down to my shoes would stand out. That floral print? That's Liz Lisa and they do the prettiest floral prints. Those heart heels? Yumetenbo. That baby doll I wore with the perfume print? Only ma*rs does that and it's a representation of their brand. That shiny belt with fur and dangles and bling? DIA. Those thin to thick graiented cross cut lashes? Diamond lash. Each thing had it's trademark that made it detailed and beautiful.Sure Forever21 has floral print but it wasn't as beautiful as Liz Lisa's nor did the pleats continue the pattern perfectly even folded like that brand did. 

That was the thrilling part. I think that was the bit of it that really appealed the audience outside of Japan-gyaru was super girly and unique. For me honestly, it brought out my inner Spice Girl because it was so girl oriented. I felt crazy glamorous with my glitter eyes, teased hair, and heart heeled shoes. Fuck yeah I was sexy princess and I felt that way. Gyaru had given so many girls confidence. Like I said before EGG's slogan was "Get Wild and Be Sexy". Whether you were a cute hime gyaru, kurogyaru, rock gal, or even an agejyo-you all had that incommon. You went against all the social rules to be wild and you were so confident with your girl power that you were sexy. That was what gyaru was. It was a life style. It was an attitude. It was something that stood out but represented femininity. 

The new style? You have to look as plain and grown up as possible with your printless dresses/do street style with beanies and cut outs or as pure as you can be with your gingham print and pigtails. Wait. What? Yeah. I said the same thing when I saw Popteen try to play off this "Clean neat gyaru" thing back in September. 

It saddened me because gyaru was starting to look like everyone else did here and not what it was way back when. I love ruffles, I love chains, lace was plus, and if it clung tight, or came with sparkley threads-thigh high boots, and cute accessories I was all for it. Even Liz Lisa was once upon a time considered a Hime Gyaru brand. Seeing the old clothing always makes me go 'wow' because even something so well liked like Liz Lisa, had an era where it was rebellious in a cute girly elegant type of way. Even then, back then, it was just a little bit sexy with it's short hem lines and such. 

What do do now for the gyarus who want to be like I am and do the old style?

Find unique clothes. If it catches your eye? Invest. Nothing says you can't even still be on trend-I try to follow the trends a little but I always try to have a full face of make-up on with big circle lenses and lashes and pretty hair just so it looks girly and a little bit unique. Everytime I go out even in plainer clothes with good hair and make-up; I always get tons of compliments. I just went to a mac store the other day ago and the sales associates were enthralled with wow PURPLE my eyes were. I also as I went out the parking lot got complimented on my Black Peace Now bat jacket with wings on the back. See? Little details count. So don't get discouraged if you like the older style. Try to be unique still. Try to combat it!

Yes I will miss seeing newer clothing with crazy stuff on them. I'll miss seeing beautiful models in magazines and wanting to LOOK like them and question how the hell did that do this or that make-up technique. That was the fun of it. But that's okay. Look at it this way; we are going back to our roots. Gyaru started when people were plain. They didn't have brands. Hell the used fucking white out for white eye shadow. They didn't have circle lenses or even crazy good eye lashes. 

In a way, we got spoiled. We ARE spoiled. We have wonderful cosmetics brands to use, the internet at our disposal, blogger girls to follow who still want to be agejyo or hime gyaru or whatever.. We have the clothing that existed-ect. Now we are given the challenge to be unique with no guidance. No models. No magazine. No upcoming trends for said substyle. WE will be the trendsetters. We will be the ones that maybe in a couple of years that will bring all of this back full force to a younger generation of gyaru. 

And I look forward to it. Just because gyaru died as a big commercialized trend doesn't mean I have to stop or we have to stop being that. Yes it's a bit harder and discouraging a little admittedly, but I look forward to the challenges ahead. I can't wait until I find lots of people who perhaps still continue the style like I do-even years down from now. I can't wait to see the new era revive. I am optimistic!

Friday, May 16, 2014

Let's Get Personal! Huge backlogged personal entry~!

I haven't done a personal blog entry in quite a while so I thought I'd do a bit of a backlogged one for you all to let you all know what I've been up to.


First off, ever since I've been funemployed, I've been in a lot more of a productive mood and I've been a lot happier. Obviously despite cash rolling in, that job wasn't for me. Yes I was hauling a lot of shit in and was doing a lot outside of work but the stress that came with that job after trying to make the money to support myself necessity wise and hobby wise just wasn't feeling fulfilling. I was being really bitchy too I noticed and that obviously isn't acceptable even for me who is usually seen as "sweet" or...so I'VE been told. So yeah, if anything leaving where I worked was one of the best things I've did. I've spent a lot of time exercising, eating healthy when I can (I've lost loads of weight), organizing my room properly, and just really...generally trying to build my self-confidence back up. Losing a job is hard but losing friends and losing my identity would have been a lot harder. So it's a lesson learned you guys-do what makes you happy. Really. It's so important. 


I was making a decent paycheck but rolling into work-I totally forgot about the cash I was bringing in and always was in a foul mood usually due to stress. In the end the money wasn't as appealing as my happiness, health, and well-being. During that time I've been really focused on the blog and how to really be active and all. I've being living in my bedroom and I've been trying to figure out how to decorate it since I spend a lot of time in here now.

Here's my wall currently. I had absolutely no space or storage for all my hand bags so I started hanging all the nicer brandless ones and the brand ones on the walls. I think this is a neat little trick. The other ones are on top of the dresser that I cleared out.Eventually I want to bling out my full body mirror. I turned my computer space into a vanity where all my cosmetics sit now! I've also organized my closet with all the brand pieces organized by brand and piece and then the other size with brand pieces have been set to dresses>skirts>tops>long sleeved tops>jeans>jackets. It's all seasonally coordinated too! Eventually I chucked in a shoe rack too which was pretty amazing in which it made me realize I have too many BLACK shoes. I have too much black in general! When I get a nice job again, I'm going to add color into my life. I really want to go on a Yumetenbo spree on Rakuten in the future for all my nice shoes and casual clothes! 


As for the places I've been these past couple months-I've been pretty productive. I attended my first real Comic Book convention (Wizard World) with my boyfriend Ying way back at the beginning of March! It was quite the experience in a way! We didn't get badges because it was expensive so we just trolled around but it for sure made me want to upgrade that experience and one day hit San Diego Comic Con perhaps since during that weekend, the boyfriend got me heavily into the Avengers and Thor. Before hand I only liked Ironman. Now, I really like Loki now because he's such a fucking smartass. I really love Batman too..Catwoman in particular. I really have a thing for characters that aren't exactly bad guys but they're not good guys either! 

Anyway, Ying and I looked out of place with our visual kei and lolita coordinates out and ready. I took advantage of the fact that I could wear Alice and the Pirates "Snow Queen and the magic whiteness" one last time before it would no longer be seasonally appropriate. It might be bitchy and opinionated of me to say but I feel like snow/winter themed dresses outside of the winter season looks inappropriate or out of place. That's just an opinion though! I really love 'Snow Queen' but I don't think I'd wear until November just because nothing says tacky like snow flakes in July.


 I REALLY love Ying's coordinates by the way.He's such a Sixh king with his drapes and sparkles. It really shows. Sad that Ibi is stopping the line but a lot of things have stopped fashion wise recently so it's unavoidable. Ying also changed up his hair, I think it makes him a lot more manly (wahhh my princess ;A; LOL) but I think for a second he was going for a tougher look and was inspired by one of the Miyavi eras. I really like Miyavi as well! A bit back Ying and I watched 'Ore-sama' together and I had never watched it before! It was a fun little movie, if you like visual kei or Miyavi I highly recommend it! It made me for sure miss an era of visual kei musically and fashion wise that no longer exists. If I wasn't so damn gyaru, I've love to re-create it. Funnest part of watching that movie with Ying was listing/recognizing all the brands Miyavi was wearing. We were like "Oh gawd that brand looked SO GREAT back in the day! What the hell happened?" Hell younger Miyavi looked great back then too. Great style for the those days. 


Other than the one con I've been doing productive stuff like photoshoots and life shit with Dennis. I FINALLY wore my Juliette et Justine dress out and did a shoot with it. I don't have the pictures for it yet but this was how I wore it and did the make-up! "Star Money" was such a bitchy dress to actually coordinate. It was the galaxy print hands down that made it difficult to coordinate and all a ton of other colors in there and of course it took months of flipping god damn tables wondering how the fuck I was going to pull this one off. In the end I went incredibly simplistic with the excuse of 'The focus is on the dress'. Eventually if I EVER run into the perfect accessories for this dress though I am for sure grabbing at them.  Around that time too I did a classicy (not classic lolita but old school lolita) shoot as well. I really wanted to wear the Frill blouse I had ever since recently, I've had a very big appreciation for h.Naoto stuff. It was raining when we shot on a school campus and I was freezing but the results were great. I wore a variety of brands and the hardest part of that shoot was not wearing circle lenses! I am admittedly horribly reliant on circle lenses. They give me a doll-like look and being a gyaru too-I just fee like they balance out the heavy make-up I wear while also making me look a lot more youthful. I combated the lack of contact lenses by wearing the lightest false eyelashes I had in the collection of brand lashes I have and wore a dark red lipstick to attract attention to my lips rather than my eyes. 





Why I didn't wear circle lenses you ask? I had an eye appointment. I've been blind (no really, legally blind) since high school and I figured out through a drivers test a year or two ago that my vision had worsened. So with a lot of help (thank you lots Dennis, you seriously get me through some of the hardest obstacles whether they are hobby related or life related) I finally went for an eye appointment! I can finally see clearly! It's quite a bizarre feeling. I still can't walk down the stairs in these without the fear of falling due to the heightened depth perception. These are the glasses I picked. I chose black because black USUALLY goes with everything. There are times it doesn't but oh wells. They were the only ones that looked great. 

So a couple weekends later I hit San Francisco's Cherry Blossom Festival. For once I went the weekend before the last weekend when the parade day was. The parade day was on Easter Sunday and there was absolutely no way I was going to get out of family obligations so I went the weekend before. It suited just as well because I think a lot of people actually went the weekend before like I did because there happened to be two bigger conventions going on that weekend and Easter Sunday so I don't think the Sunday parade day turn out was too huge this year. 



You guys have gotten a look at the look I rocked that weekend but there is a selca and a full outfit picture. I LOVE this Liz Lisa dress so much. It's got rufflely spaghetti straps, gold and brown jeweled buttons down the front, a cute front waist tie, and a warm brown color that goes beautiful with this brand's trade mark floral print. I was just waiting for the weather to warm up so I could FINALLY wear this dress! The other Liz Lisa dress I have is suited for both seasons but it is winter/fall friendly since it's for that collection so this one really is seasonally a spring/summer dress. The make-up I did was very Tsubasa Masuwaka inspired. I wore A LOT of Dollywink products that weekend just to see if I could really conquer her look if not that at *least* try to achieve a Popteen girl look. I think I did well. Kind of sad that you really can't see the Dollywink lashes I had on in comparison to when I first put them on/other pictures. I really achieved hime hair I think. This IS my real hair. I almost regret not wearing heavier lashes with this considering my hair was so on point. 


I really enjoyed the festival without the fact that cosplayers weren't taking over the area. No offense to cosplayers, I love you all, but it was just nice to be at a festival without it being overrun with them. I spent the day with Rachel, Micheal, Tetsuro, Dennis, and Rui who are always fun and chill to hang out with. I ate a lot of yummy food! One of my favorite things during the summer is having traditional Japanese sweets. We went to TanTan to have tea and Amitsu~ Amitsu is one of my favorites because I love red bean, jellies, and especially fruits! Speaking of obsessions with food I think everyone's really gotten hooked with 85c Bakery. We just had two shops open up in the Bay Area and originally these are only down in Southern California, so this is a huge deal. This is the cake/dessert haul Dennis and I got because we couldn't make up our minds on what the hell we wanted. Definately a huge sugar rush after all of that. 




I also bought a Kera at Kinokuniya because Akira was the cover model for this month! I regret not buying EGG and Ageha while they were in the store but I didn't know they were both discontinuing so I bought Kera instead because it obviously looked better line-up wise and plus AKIRA! LOL It's saddening to know that Gothic Lolita Bible and Kera are the only fashion magazines I'll personally be interested in considering Ageha and EGG are done for now. Perhaps if Sakurai Rina and Tsubasa are cover girls in a magazine just because they're so beautiful and my biggest inspiration model wise. 

Speaking of Tsubasa, here is my cosmetics haul from a couple of trips. I WILL eventually do a review on the Dollywink Point Lame eye shadow pen and how to use it. I just need to be motivated on smothering my face in foundation or whatever to do a proper video review. 









The other haul is the big Fanime haul one. AHHH It's in two weekends can you believe it?! Surprisingly this won't be the biggest event I attend this year but it's one of the bigger ones for sure. The only thing not in this haul is the mac fix+ spray I got that I accidentally left with Dennis. I've been interested in face masks recently. Personally I've never really tried them before and with cons coming up and all I feel like my skin really needs a good boost in looking it's best. I can't wait to try these out. I got ones with ruby and diamond extract because I've seen that used in a lot of the high end BB creams even. Strawberry ones are because I like strawberries.

I was so thrilled that I found 7.00 dollar Dollywinks. These are super thin so I'm not sure how nice these will be on me but I will for sure do a review on them. They're the older versions with the older packaging of the Dollywinks too so that's why they were such a good price. I feel like I own old gyaru history having these babies. Other than that I got tons of primers so my face doesn't melt off at events. 


Lately I've been experimenting with my style. I keep switching between girly cute and a dark and mature. Lolita wise I have to been on pause with limited funds but gyaru of course is still possible since it's focused on hair and make-up. The latest look I had was so very dark and surprisingly well received. It's a bit shocking because I used to wear a lot of heavy make-up and everyone was like "You look better with less" so I started to wear less and less and it wasn't as big of a deal like it is when I really go all out with heavier stuff. LOL what's that about guys? I really like purple and black. It's a trademark color even with the lolita coordinated I have that have print-they're all purple and black except for one BPN skirt I have. That one is Alice in Wonderland themed and has glitter which is still very much so me! Current look was like of EGG inspired. You can't see but I wore a purple and black leopard print dress (thank you Cross <3 <3) and really tried to contour-which yet again you can't see in the picture. I wore bright lenses and really tried too look maturer. It's like a newer EGG look-nothing tan or with Cocolulu but still as close to EGG style as I get ne?

So with that said I've been prepping up for Fanime. I have a huge secret (not so secret) cosplay in the works and I'm crazy excited about it. It's a bit of a child hood dream and I can't wait to do the make-up for it! <3 Other than that another huge event will be the Gyaru meet on Friday night of the con. I plan on going all out for this. I've rarely went to things like this and it will be great seeing another fellow gyaru or just people who like gyaru fashion. So I'll probably do an entry up after the convention is over! If you guys are going, have lots of fun! I'm hoping to!  

EDIT: Here's is my fashion and cosplay line up for Fanime next weekend. 

FRIDAY: 
Sheryl Nome 30th Anniversary Dress- I really want to get a lot of use out of this cosplay. It's so pretty an I can't wait to wear it again after such a long time!

ma*rs Agejyo Gyaru - For all you gyaru lovelies there will be a Gyaru meet FRIDAY NIGHT AT 8:00 in the Marriott lobby! I'll be there with a couple lovelies and I'll be wearing ma*rs. I decided to wear the baby doll because it's raunchy and it's hard wearing such a short dress anywhere else! -taking advantage- 

SATURDAY: 

Alice and the Pirates Ghost Town merrymaking Coordinate - So this is the coordinate that everyone's really loved on me online. Very few people have seen the full decked out coordinate with hair AND newly improved make-up in person, so I thought I'd bring it out! <3 It's literally one of my most favorite lolita pieces I own because of the stars, sparkles, crosses, and haunted houses. PLUS THE COLORWAY!!

SUNDAY: 

AHHHH CHILDHOOD! I'll be doing Sailor Neptune on Saturday! <3 SUPER excited to be a sailor senshi and one that's very elegant. I will be the StarS version~! I can't wait to do a make-up look for Neptune! I have lots of aqua, golds, and corals planned~!

BETWEEN AND LAST DAY:

Reira Serizawa: A friend of mine possibly might be bringing her Nana Osaki cosplay so I thought about bringing it! You guys were all so sweet on FB ect. on saying how such a makeshift bs'd cosplay turned out nice. ;A; wahhh thank you guys!

Liz Lisa Gyaru going to leave comfortable so I thought Liz Lisa was the best way to do so!